Walking through a crowd..
I found many strange faces..
all talking to each other friendly..
As i said a hi..ppl gave me a indifferent looks..

I felt isolated..
Then i found a person..
Standing apart from this bad flowery crowd..
He was Different ..
He was unique..

I felt i found the correct person..
Talking with him makes me feel gud..
Lot of understanding..
Friendship being his soul..
Clean from heart..
No selfish motives in the mind..

I Never c his wrong things..
i don believe in it..
Even i had a darker side within me..
But don believe in it..

The most nicest i have ever seen..
Unexpressable in words..!! ..!!

Oh friend..
U the messenger of god..
taught me the true meaning of friendship..
it doesnt relies on seeing each other..
but a bond of two hearts..
Equally innocent and naughty..
no hatred in mind..
no jealousy in heart..
A heart of keepin others happy..
a smile of relief..
a mind full of love..
every good notions..
born to give happiness n joy..!!..
Now i knw God had
gifted me such a GOOD FRIEND like u..!!..

Arz hain..

Phoolon si naazuk woh.
Aaine khi tarah dil.
Hain hoton pe hasi.
Aur dil main pyaar.
Jane kaha se aayi woh pari.
Apne saath hazaron duaein lekar.
sabko apni khushiyan baatne.
aur badi si dil main jagah dene.
khush naseeb woh jo aapka dost hain.
Kisi ke bhi dukh ek hasi se dur kar de.
Dil khi sachi.
Mann khi pyaari.
Hain hamari moon di..!! [:P]

Price paid for friendship

People might think im insane..
But ya im right..
I have paid price for ma friendship..
They say friendship is
all about accepting differences..
But still i suffered through this ordeal..


I just expressed ma friendship..
But she took in opposite way..
I just told u are ma friend..
But she told u arent ma friend..
I Just told i cared for u..
She told i care damn about it..


I feel sometimes life has
totally been unfair to me..
Never ever understood ma feelings
for friendship..
But then i got used to it..
I jus left her for her
happiness..
I jus told her..
"let ma tears turn out to bring happiness for u"


Those words didnt mean
anything to her..
Rather I only suffered with it..
Those tiny droplets from ma eyes..
Bought no feelings in her heart..
I guess..I should just forget
her for her happiness..
But stil im not able to do
this sin..guess ill always with
this in ma heart..

Pacing slowly sad through a crowded street..
I found myself stuck in between..
all strange minded people..
feeling solemn..i went sat on a park bench..
thinking what to do..


But then seeing me tensed n nervous..
one guy came and sit next to me..
Tall..dark..n smiled at me..
Asked why was i so sad?
I answered nothing was like that..


I just told i found myself lost
in between all the things in life..
He told..Believe in your instincts..
believe in yourself..
N mostly be yourself..
You will feel you are not alone in this world..


I found a transition in myself..
He became my really good friend..
A person of Selfless friendship..
Heart as a mirror..
His mind being an open book to read..


Lucky to have a such a good friend like u..
Unexpressable with words..
I only wish u get all the happiness..
n success in this world..
A prayer from the heart..

Jaane kahan se aaya tha..
Dil main itna pyaar barke..
Chehre pe sukoon..
Hasi main shararat..

Main yahi sochti thi..
Koi itna acha kaise ho sakta hain..
Chidatha itna hain khi..
Koi bhi gussa ho jaye..
par manana aisa aatha hain..
khi koi bhi usne pyaar kar jaye..

Hasatha itna hain khi..
Duniya ke saare khushiyan nazar aaye..
Aapke jaise bhai mil jaye..
Dua mil jaye us behan kho..

Life ke har mod pe..
kayi log mil jaate hain..
Sirf un me se Kuch hi dil
jeetathe hain..
Aap un main se ek ho..

Mere Dil se sirf yahi dua
nikalti hain..
Life main saari khushiyan
mil jaye..
Life ke har padav par..
Jeet mil jaye..

Those moments of love

Days went like seconds
and with countless nights.
We were together all the time
even when we were far.
We met, we talked
and shared alot of feelings.
Moments were spring for us
unforgettable too.
Few minutes before meeting,
combing hair a hundred times,
vaguely looking for crease in your dress,
seeing yourself in the mirror
from each and every angle,
assuring yourself and laughing clumsily.
Then comes the turmoil inside
your heart,
waiting and constantly looking at the watch.
The distant site of your lover
makes you blush.
Sitting in park bench,
trying to catch the look.
The stealing looks and
the attempt to catch your hand.
Shock impulses and feelings
flowing into your heart from
that one touch
creating goosebumps in your hand.
The comfort on lying on their shoulder
And enjoying the wonderful moments.

My biggest mistake

I was stranded by my loved one
for a mistake I did. But,
still i didnt know, why this
all happened?
Ages went, but I still sat
thinking about it.
What could have happened that day?
I was sitting lonely, knowing anything
But then, a hand
stretched towards me asking if
i needed any help.
I was frightened
but still believed him and
asked him to take to my home.
He reached me safely at my home.
but i 4got to ask his name
although i felt better with him.
Days went, we met walked
and talked about each other.
One day, i told i loved him.
But he threw my heart, my love,
my feelings, my everything
like a crumbled paper,
with a laugh in his face.
then i realised it as my
biggest mistake.

The light of hope

Walking miles away from myself
I found myself in the woods
full of darkness.
No one with me,
just those crickets and beetles
as a true companion.
Wondering what to do
I walked and walked without hope.
The darkness around me
was absorbing me into it.
I felt my foot crushing dry leaves
and,
twigs were pricking into my barefoot.
I couldnt stay there for a while
but walk as far as i can reach.
I felt someone would surely
help me out of this.
But then, i found a ray of
light miles away from me.
I felt hope rising within me
and i walked towards it.
Without knowing where would it reach me.
But i was sure,
that light of hope
would surely
bring me out of this darkness.

life of rainbows..

life of rainbows..
but without any colours..
Expected alot from life..
but got disappointed..
I just asked for care..
but it brought me nothing..
Life is just unfair to me..
but i have to accept it..
I loved my life so much..
that i cant even complain for it..
I just wished for togetherness..
but it just only hurt me..
I had so much time..
but life didnt have a second for me..
My heart was, is and always waiting
for love..
but life had something else for me..
I cant believe my heart for it..
but i can only cry within inside..
My tears will be unseen..
but i'll wear an artificial smile
in my face..
As i have to live for those who care for me....!!

Being good

I thought of being good to others..
I tried to make them happy..
enjoyment was not felt by them,
I was called bad by everyone..
everyone made me feel ..
guilty for what i did..
I tried to explain and justify...
but they werent ready to hear..
if anyone else did the same..
they were questioned..
instead i was questioned..
even for what i didnt do..
I feel bad for myself..
and pity very much..
I know no one would be..
there to understand me..
but everyone do expect me..
to understand the,
Why? Am i so bad?
Is my words so hurting to others?
Those words which was..
not from heart..
rather a joke..
will anyone ever understand me
and my feelings ever..???

My broken heart...!!!

Every path in my life
took a good turn
But i regret on my decision
wht only me..??
I only asked for care and love
Everyone awarded me with blames
I had my anger within me
but it only harmed me
I feel lonely everyday
but no one was there with me
I held my hand forward
but i didnt feel any touch in my hand
My every dew of happiness
was followed by rain of sorrow
I fend myself lost in
midst of vacuum
No air to breathe, I feel choked all the time
I cry for help, but
no voice from other side
Walking all alone through
the woods of sorrow,
I find my happiness
dried and dead like the autumn leaves
Im still waiting for
the spring
,that first flower which would
hopefully bring my happiness back,
With the pieces of my broken heart in my hand....!!