Moody Blues and Lavender Dreams- Ch-3- A Challenge

Ch3-A New Challenge

Tick Tick Tick ! The clock was ticking very much slow. .
It was just 9.40 !! duh !!

So i drifted my concentration to the small and sweet encounter i felt in the morn and started blushing and smiling slightly. .
Seriously. . People over there would have thought I'm insane. . To smile when you have a sword hanging over your head. . i mean the Interview!!
I was called in by the manager . . correctly at 10. . How punctual !! :/ i thought !!

I went over to the door. . Took a deep breathe and knocked the door softly. .
I heard " Come in" from inside. .

I opened the door with a smile and greeted the manager "Good morning Sir"

I saw a man of forties infront of me. . Dressed formally in his coat and tie. .

I gave my file to him with a smile. .
He told me to sit down. . I did as he told. . i sat down. . Now my nervousness was paying off. . i was getting so nervous. . as he was going through my files. .with creased eyebrows. . i started to take off my nail polish of one hand with the nails of other hands. .

He: So Ms. Poorvi, What is your specialization?
Me: Sir, My Specialization is in finance. . But i would like to specialize in HR too. .
He: Oh. . But don't you think you will be over qualified?
Me: No sir, I strongly disagree. . Specializing in a new skill is like adding a feather to your hat. .its like it will enable to you to work in both the conditions. . It won't be an obstruction to your work. .
He: Impressive answer Ms. Poorvi, But you are a fresher. . with 6 months of internship in Mutli corps co. Do you think if we appoint you as a management trainee you will be able to get a permanent job in our organisation?
Me: Sir, That depends on your perspective. .**smiling**
He: Good Good !!! Ms. Poorvi. . You get the job. . **Smiling** I'll forward your resume to your Boss. . He will get back to as soon as he get back from an important meeting. . You will get your appointment letter soon. . and we will have the discussion about you pay on this coming Thursday at 10 am sharp here. . Thank you !!

***I WAS DREAMING*** surely i was. . i mean what?? is that it ?? I mean guess i was being nervous for no reason. . but anyways i think i wasn't that much nervous. . all thanks to him. .**blush**

I got up Thanking him. . and left from there. .

As i reached the main entrance of the office door. . i was dialing Pritvi's No.
But surprisingly i saw someone standing near the entrance parking area. . i saw him standing there leaning towards his car. .

I was smiling. . Life can seriously be nice to you at times. . He came to pick me up. . WOW!!
I went straight upto him and excitedly i told the good news to him. .
He in his excitement. . Just hugged me over there. . Blush !! I couldn't even push him off. . i mean i didn't want to push him off. . I was on cloud 9. .

He: I'm so damn happy for you. .
Me: Ya. . i'm on cloud 9 now. . **Still hugging him**
He: I think we should stop this for now. . I can see people staring at us. .

Oh Shit !! i just left him. . looking down. . blushing and embarrassed together. .

Then we left from there. .
In the car. .

He: I'll leave you at home. .
Me: You don't want treat from me. . Shocking !! Or else you will be the first person to ask me for one. . **wondering**
He: Nah. . Anyways today i did get a big treat from you. .
Me: What's that?
He: You !! buddhu **winking**
Me: ***blushhh*** Well. . fine. . **looking down**
He: You might be very tired today. . So i thought i would be better if i allow you to take some rest . . **Smiling**
Me: Theek hain. .**smiling**

He left me near the house gate. .**Obviously nobody wants to get caught by their lover's parents**

I waved him bye and ran into my house to give my mom the biggest happiest news ever. .

Me: Mommmmmmmm!! mommmyyy !! mommy dearr !! Mummmm. .
She: Haan haan I'm here only. . What happened ?? You got the job ??
**She was seriously one Psychic Man!!**
Me: Yaaaaaa !! I got the job. . eeeee!!!
She: aww !! that's gud beta!! **hugging and kissing me** May god always bless you. . Ah! wait i'll call up your dad and say the happy news!!
Me: ya sure. . tab tak i'll get freshened up. .

At the night. . Mom made a big feast as i got my job. . we both enjoyed it. .

I kissed her goodnight and went into my room. .
I lied down on the bed. . and my mind diverted towards 5 years back again. . Starting of my new life. . MY COLLEGE LIFE !!

Moody Blues and Lavender Dreams- Ch-2-A Look behind

Ch2-A Look Behind

Life can be surely nice to you at times. . That all the happiness you felt that time could even make you feel you haven't felt anything like that in last many days, I thought as my eyes drifted between the cars outside and his smiling face with twinkling eyes looking at the same time I look at him. .

He: So when is your interview?**smiling**
Me: ah !! **Dreaming** Uhm!! Hmm!! **I was seriously dreaming and staring so awkwardly at his cute face**
He: Yaa?? **wondering**
Me: Oh bloody hell!! **as i watched the time :/** I'm gonna be late for my interview. . its 8 o'clock already :O . . i got to reach there by 10 :/
He: Hey chill chill. . Hum hain toh kya ghum hain :P Ill get you to the office soon :P
Me: huh? **Blushing and looking down** yeah right :">
He: So What are your plans after the interview?
Me: Well. . . Hmm. . **dreaming about going out with him, but somehow blocks the thoughts :/** Nothing. . Got to go and get few books to read. . its been long since i read one good book!!
He: Oh Cool !! Then we can out together !! ;)
Me: AH! No no! i can manage alone!! **blushing. . how come he read my thoughts**
He: Why? Feeling awkward to go out with me just because our relationship status has changed? :-?
Me: Oh ! No ! Not at all ! I'm just scared. .
He: Scared??
Me: I'm just scared thinking this is a dream. . I hope it doesn't break off when i wake up. . **I was feeling a lump in my throat**

He slowed the car and parked to side of a road. .
He caught my face with his both hands and was looking with his anxious eyes. .
Only when he wiped my cheeks with his thumbs i realised i was crying. .

He: Hey what happened poorvi?
Me: Nothing yaar. . just because i happened to go through all that heartbreak before. . I lost belief in my life. .and anything good that comes through it. . i'm just being a big pessimistic girl. . **trying to look somewhere else**
He: Hey hey. .please yaar. .No, you are not being pessimistic. . I can understand what you have went through in those years. . I can even feel the pain you went through. . But i promise you. . I won't let that happen with you again. .

I just kept smiling and thanking my fate for allowing me to enjoy this sweet moment. .

He: Now come on! Wipe your tears. . You wouldn't let your future boss to think your boyfriend made to cry right?? **winking** And you look so awful when you cry!!
Me: hawwww **took my hand to hit him but he caught and kissed it . . and came near to kiss me. . he came closer and closer. . i was starting to get conscious. . But he just pecked on my forehead**
He: **Winking** If you are already out of blushing and all. .can we leave??
Me: **Getting conscious** Ya ya. . Come on! leave now. . or else i will get late. . **HUH!!!**
With a huge smile. . he started the car and we left. .

As the car was heading to one of my destinations. .
My thoughts drifted to my past life. . 5 years back!!
I just keep wondering. . How my life has carried me through the most dreadful problems to this wonderful life of mine. . at some point I'm not able to believe whether this is true. . or it is just one of my wild dreams. . This is only because you went through the worst of the heartbreaks. . you start disbelieving guys and even anything good that comes in your life. .

I still remember that one cold night. . When I was waiting for his call. . because he didn't call me the whole day. . i was worried. . when i tried calling. . he didn't pick up. . I got frustrated. .
At the end i called up to his landline number. . He picked up. .

He: Hm ? Hello ? **talked in the most indifferent cold voice**
Me: Aditya. . thank god you picked up. . Donno from when i'm trying your mobile. . Where are you now?
He: Poorvi listen. . I'm right now not in the mood to talk with you. . i'll call you later. .bye!
Me: Hey Hey wait. . What happened?? Anything serious??
He: Didn't I tell you. . i'll talk to you later. . can't you understand what i'm telling?
Me: Ah ! You don't have to sound rude. . I just called you because i was tensed. . Well you won't understand how much tensed i get. . you just need me as your stressbuster. . Now Bye! Huh! Do whatever you want to do!!

BEEP BEEP BEEP!!
I cut the call :/
Now what the hell was problem with him. .i thought!

After 10mins!
My mobile beeped with a msg. .
Phew! it was from him. . I checked out. .
it said. . "I never thought you'll act in such a kiddish way. . You can never be my life partner. . You don't even deserve a bit of love from my side. . I break off with you now!!"
Haw ! What the hell is happening. .
I called him the next second. .
Me: Now what's this you sent me!
He: Can't you understand english?! Ya, I break off with you and now get over with it . .
Me: But i love you. . You can just force your decision upon me! I want to know the reason behind this. .
He: You aint fit for me. . Now get over with it. . Bye !

BEEP BEEP BEEP!!
It just happened so fast. . I didn't have the time to react ! Not even a second !
His last words kept clinging to my mind!

His piercing words made me wince and i shut my eyes as to take away the thought from my mind. .

Pritvi saw me suddenly. .
I just looked at him and smiled. . He returned back the smile. .
But anyways I was happy. . I somehow regained back everything i lost at one point of my life. .

Then suddenly the car stopped!

I looked out. . I reached the office. . It was 9.30 a.m. He reached me in correct time. .
Me: Thanks yaar. . Atleast you reached me in time!
He: Oye! Thanks is not enough. . I want something other than that. . **Winking**
Me: HUH!! **Looking confused**
He: Dogi na ??? **coming closer**

Now i was seriously getting all red with blush. . He came near and kissed on my cheek and whispered on my ears "Good luck" and winked when he leaned back. .

I was still enjoying the kiss with my eyes closed. . Then i realised i was getting late :/
I opened the door and was getting all my bags and files. .
When i got down. .He caught my hand . .
I was like leave leave. . He was like One more one more! **Talks through expressions**

I somehow made him leave my hands and ran inside. .
While i was heading inside i turned to see him waiting for me to go inside. . He put his hand outside. . made a thumps up sign and waved and left the office. .

I came inside the office with a full smile on my face. .
"This is surely a good day" i thought !
And went straight to my interview venue!

Moody Blues and Lavender Dreams- Ch-1-A New Dawn

Ch1-A New Dawn

. . . Morning was surely blissful when i woke up. . Ahh!!
OMG! i had an interview to attend :/ it was almost 7 a.m.
and how stupid of me. . i was enjoying my morning :/
I better get ready soon, i thought as the interview was scheduled at 10 a.m.
So I got as fast as i could to get ready and just run out of the house !!

When i reached my breakfast table. . My food was already ready. .Hot steam coming from it =D Aloo ka Parantha =D Oh i just love my mom =P
**No No ! Come back . .Now don't go into ur dreamland again**
I was Stuffing the tasty paranthas into my mouth :/
**No time to enjoy**
Then Ma came from the kitchen and was shocked seeing me eating so badly :/

Ma: Easy easy !! Paranthas are not going to run away anywhere!!
Me: Ma :| I'm late for my interview. . The place is quite far. . No time to sit, enjoy and eat :(
Ma: Arey toh pack some and take. . eat after your interview is over :) this is not the way to eat your food. . you'll end up having some gastric problem :|
Me: Haan haan !! pack some for me :* . . okie okie. .now m leaving. . or else i'll get late. .
Ma: Haan wait ek min!! Ill get something for u!!
I waited. . She got me the paranthas in a box. . and also something like white substance in a bowl. .
Ahhh !! Dhai aur shakkar =D **Its meant to bring Good luck :)**
She gave some. i had it. . touched her feet. . hugged her and left my house. .

The sun was surely shining brightly over my head =D Good day, i thought!
I reached the bus stop. . and started waiting for the bus to come. .
Then my mobile started ringing. .
**Whose it?? :-?**
Ahhh. . Why is he calling me now??
Okie now chill and take the call :|

Me: Ya?
Him: Hello Poorvi. .Where are you now?
Me: I'm at the bus stop now. .
Him: at the bus stop? Why ? where are you going ?
**He sounded very anxious**
Me: Ah ! Pritvi. .Don't get so anxious. .I told you yesterday. .Remember? I have an important interview to attend. . Don't worry i ain't going to run off to the south pole =P
Him: Okie wait for 10 mins. .I'm coming over there. .Which bus stop?
Me: At JV street. . Why ?
Him: Question and answer session later. Will meet you in few mins. .
BEEP BEEP BEEP!!
**Ah he cut the call. .so soon. .Hmm lets see what happened to him**

20mins later. .
I got frustrated. .Obvi man! i have an interview to attend. .and damn! Im so stupid to wait here for the most unpunctual guy in this world. .

At last i saw a red swift car parking a little far from the bus stop. .
There he got down. .
the man of my dreams. . wearing an off-white shirt. .his sleeves folded up. . and blue jeans :)
Ah!! Truly mesmerizing scene to watch!
Hey. .wasn't i supposed to get angry at him for being late :/ ?

He was walking towards me. .with his hand tied behind. .
I was just standing there at the bus stop. .pretending to be angry at him ;)

Then he suddenly he did something which he wasn't suppose to do. .I mean not atleast in public yaar :O

He serenaded on his knees. . catching a bouquet of roses. . a bright smile on his face. .

I turned totally red. . more of embarrassment than blushing. . What was he doing?
All my anger washed off in a split second. .

He held out the roses to me and told. .
He: Poorvi. .I know this is a little bit of embarrassing. .But i don't care what people think about what i'm doing right now!! The Only thing that matters to me now is YOU. . Ever since i met you. . i fell for you. . and deep from my heart I'm admitting infront of you. .That I love you. . Please. . I promise i won't put crafty promises like others do. . But will make sure that You always be happy. .and provide you with all the love and care you always deserved. . So Poorvi. . Will you marry me? :)

**Woo Woo Woo !! Now that's a suprise :/ Oh No! I don't How to react. .I'm Blushing. .No no. .I'm anxious. . No no. . I'm Tensed. .
Urgh!!SHUT UP!! Lemme think. .Hmm. .
Ya it's very true i even love him. . and it is like a dream come true like he loves me too. . but why am i being so tensed for no reason. .wasn't i suppose to blush and take the rose from him and say "YES" :/
Well Whatever is it. .they say you should love the person who loves you. . and he is doing so much for me. . he had been the only person who was there with me when i went through all that problems n tensions. . he stood beside me for even the worst time i faced. . and I don't doubt him for cheating me. . So that's probably Green signal from my heart. . Eeee!! :"> Go ahead. .Say yes!!**

Now everybody at the road. . and mostly Pritvi was staring at my blank absent minded face. . His expression told he was about to break in any moment. .Oh shit !! i need to talk now !!

Me: Pritvi !! **Looking down. .as i was blushing :">**
You told everything what i was craving to tell you. . I didn't tell you because. . i thought myself to be imperfect for you. . As you are really a gem of a person. .And i was sure you would get a better girl than me. . But at the same time i'm even more happy. . as you made me rethink that idea of mine :)
He: Does that mean a yes??
**Now he was irritating me :x**
Me: No !! Im giving you a lecture on finding a better girl than me!! **Rolling eyes**
**He swings his head down in defeat**
Of course I love you. . Idiot :x
Is it like i should explain each and everything to you. .cant you just make out from my words?
He: You talk too much of philosophy :/ which just flies off over my head without entering my ears :/
Me: he he :P Very funny :P Now get up :/ Don't embarrass me more :/

He got up and the bouquet to me. .I took the flowers from him and started smelling and touching it like a small girl. . he was enjoying my happy feeling. .
Every other people around us left happily with a smile. .as they witnessed a true proposal scene. .which can be only seen in movies or even heard in stories :)

Moody Blues and Lavender Dreams- Introduction

Everybody has a set of dreams. .
About their life. .
Career. .
Lover. .
Love. .
Friends. .

Etc. .

But life doesn't provide you with want you wish and desire for. .
Ya but it does provide with what you truly deserve. .

Poorvi, A girl of 23. .Finished with her MBA, she is happy in her life. .
Fully content. . Out of her old problems and issues she faced. .
and is ready to take up a new road to her new life. .
Dreamer by nature. .She loves to fantasize alot :P
but life can't be always the same and even how you wished for right?
It has its own way of treating you with miracles. .shocks and suprises. .

So here I'm to tell the story. .In Poorvi's way =)

The day I met Him

With a merry and joyful glee
I with my friends stepped in,
An exhibition of course. lovely,
I thought, my eyes seeing.

Surrounded with my beloved
ones, new faces took over.
I went closer to my friends, Scared
then went forward to the river.

As laughing and enjoying,
saw few boys helping people.
A boy was looking at me, Charming.
Blushed, i left with two following pupils.

To my horror, I found
I was alone, left behind.
Surrounded by the new crowd
" I have to get out " I thought,Panicked !

Running through the weird crowd,
atlast i found familiar faces.
Boys from then, Frowned.
Then two dazzling pupils caught my senses.

I was very happy, Brimming!
I ran to him to find,
my friends next to him, Shocking!
I ran past him, Sighed!

But then i saw a stretching hand
towards me, i don't know why ?
I caught hold of it, and
to find myself in his arms, Shy !

When the departure time came,
I was broken into pieces.
The thought of not meeting him again, Lame
took over my mind, Tears !

Though, I felt him leaning
towards me, Smiling !
he whispered into my ears, Chuckling,
" I'll be there with you always, Loving !"

With a smile on my lips, eyes closed,
I woke up, with the moments i felt
in my eyes, with my hair loosened,
longing to see the hidden face of my dream boy =)

What a Girl really wants?--Part 2

As per the old saying – The way to a Man’s heart is through his stomach – I think The way to a woman’s heart is being both deaf and dumb. . **Giggles** I’m Just kidding. .

Now Guys You don’t have to rejoice over this comment I made. . Humour has its own place in a person’s life. . So I thought I’ll start my second article with a tinge of laugh and on good note. .

Hmm. . last to last year. . I was busy reading one book. . John Gray's "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus". . You know I even read in between classes :P it is interesting. .! You people should try out reading it :D I Appreciate the author of detailing he done in the topics he wrote about in it. .
In that the author clearly says we girls are from Venus. .The planet of love. . It was something like Once it came like the Men in Mars was feeling lonely. . as they were lacking or missing something precious in their life. . So what they did was they invented a telescope and started doing their research. . So it was this time they found a different form of their species in another planet named Venus. . They found them really beautiful and was spellbound **Giggles** So the next moment they made a spaceship and headed towards Venus to meet the love of their lives :P and they lived happily ever after. . Later part I don’t remember. . So don’t ask me in the comments. . :D

The very own first thing a girl wants from her guy before love is to be Understanding. . Understanding in the sense. . At times the girl won't have words to explain what she is going through. . So just tell you understand. . Its Not gonna harm you in anyway. . She won't ask for an explanation too. . :)

Next one is Trust! Give trust and take trust. . Remember The Girl who loves you truly won't ever look at any other guy. . Mark this point. .

Yeah At times she will try making you jealous by telling how she love this celebrity :P That's only done to hear one line from you - " You are Mine" Nothing else :P Seriously. . You are no more than a Prince Charming in front of her eyes. . So stop fuming when she tells She loves Tom Cruise or Edward cullen A.k.a Robert Pattinson or Hritik Roshan. . And Say I don't care. . And see how she fumes over that one comment. . **Giggles**

Next thing Don’t ever try to be over - domineering with your girl. . They have their own smartness to know what is right and wrong. . Dominate her at times. . She will take it in good sense. . But too much of dominating means she is gonna find ways to get away from you. .

Don’t ever be over – smart. . Don’t keep on repeating – You are the best and not like rest – I’m awesome and stuffs. . Because that’s gonna make her feel like you are trying to put up some fake image in front of her. . Everyone are imperfect. . So do you :)

Love her Guys – She is your girl. . Text her random I Love you. . Miss you. . It makes her feel happy. . If you can’t call her. . just tell her the reason and you can’t call her. . She will understand you. . If she doesn’t, then that means she hasn’t understood you anyways. . Show her your love. . If you try to put any indifference towards her. . She will go in search of love and at the end of the day. . You will get hurt And mind it after that there is no point blaming your girl about how she left you and went :)

But but but . .

Showing love doesn’t mean you have to love her like strangling her. . Love sweetly, gently and tenderly :)

Now I’m gonna make the biggest request ever. . Guys Be a Good Listener. . I know I know Girls Crib, nag and Grumble a lot. . But that is nothing just making her out of the tension or problem she is going through. . Mind it. . she is not taking any tension on you. . The girl who loves you truly will never take any tension on you. . Actually speaking she will make sure not to make you tensed or upset by telling out her problems to you. . But if she wants to tell just open your ears and heart to it. . Just listen and console her. . Give her your shoulder so that she can cry and make her feel light hearted. . Wipe off her tears and say “I’m there with you no matter what happens” That increases the devotion the girl has for her guy. . I guess this is not gonna harm you right? Giving her the care she deserves will only make her love you more because she knows you will be there for her no matter what. .

Be Punctual – Give her Cute small gifts like flowers and chocolates. . I know Girls expect more than this. . But the girl who loves you truly won’t expect anything very big. . For her a chocolate given with a smile on your face will make her feel in cloud 9. . So don’t get upset if your get is a small thing because for her the thing doesn’t matter but what matters is you have given it :)

Well all I have to say is what I wrote above are just general points. . Nothing is specific. . Only thing to remember is Perceptions differ. . I wrote what I felt. . You can help me by adding more points. .

*K*

What a Girl really wants?--Part 1--Introduction

Well here i come up with a different article. .N ya my very own first article. .this is actually a sheer attempt so plz do comment n criticize if u find anything wrong in ma article. . :)
well guyz whtever i write in this blog wil be jus general topics. .dont get into specifications. .
Hope ul enjoy My writing :)

Well yesterday night i was just lying down and thinking wht is tht a girl really wants?
Is it love?or family?toys?hmm. .well if u start counting it goes endless. .

well for now. .Ill discuss one aspect. .That is "Love"

There are whole lot of girls who doesnt believe in love. .sometimes it can be either said like they dont want to fall in love. .mite b cos of the surrounding in which they grew up . .there are lot of factors tht influence such a decision in girls. .

But there are still few girls who just enjoy being in such feelings. .which according to them Love is like a dream or fantasy. .that's why most of the girls who pass through their teenage starts loving all mushy mushy love stories. .reads novels. .especially mills and boon. .n ya sometimes they do even love all fairy tales. .where they show a prince charming coming in his white horse. .n takes away the princess as his bride. .well ya even i believe in that. . :P

Well this is just the starting stage for them. .Then comes school crushes. .proposals. .Love. .first kiss. .thn that goes on till either one gets bored of the other. . :P Yups. .Most of the cases it does happen. .till they are together this goes on. .But after that they just broke up due to some lame reason. .They say school crushes and love doesnt work. .well i do deny that fact. .in my case. .We did love each other even though we were far. .Yups. .But for now lets not get into that. .coz it didnt work out seriously. . :)

Now where was i?
OH ya. .Love during teenage. .
YA that age is mainly known for such things. .

If the girl shows interest for any boy. .or sometimes if they girl go n dashes the guy. .thn that girl is being teased with that one boy. .Thn she blushes. .gets all excited when he walks past her. .thats how she starts getting this strange feeling which she quotes as "love". .n dances to all romantic tunes. .smiles when she is alone. .always thinks about him n stuff. .well this is jus a typical situation im teling. .

Well thats how it goes until she proposes him and stays happy or he gets another girl and she becomes sad. .Well this is just natural right. .

My WOrks! :)

Walking through a crowd..
I found many strange faces..
all talking to each other friendly..
As i said a hi..ppl gave me a indifferent looks..

I felt isolated..
Then i found a person..
Standing apart from this bad flowery crowd..
He was Different ..
He was unique..

I felt i found the correct person..
Talking with him makes me feel gud..
Lot of understanding..
Friendship being his soul..
Clean from heart..
No selfish motives in the mind..

I Never c his wrong things..
i don believe in it..
Even i had a darker side within me..
But don believe in it..

The most nicest i have ever seen..
Unexpressable in words..!! ..!!

Oh friend..
U the messenger of god..
taught me the true meaning of friendship..
it doesnt relies on seeing each other..
but a bond of two hearts..
Equally innocent and naughty..
no hatred in mind..
no jealousy in heart..
A heart of keepin others happy..
a smile of relief..
a mind full of love..
every good notions..
born to give happiness n joy..!!..
Now i knw God had
gifted me such a GOOD FRIEND like u..!!..

Arz hain..

Phoolon si naazuk woh.
Aaine khi tarah dil.
Hain hoton pe hasi.
Aur dil main pyaar.
Jane kaha se aayi woh pari.
Apne saath hazaron duaein lekar.
sabko apni khushiyan baatne.
aur badi si dil main jagah dene.
khush naseeb woh jo aapka dost hain.
Kisi ke bhi dukh ek hasi se dur kar de.
Dil khi sachi.
Mann khi pyaari.
Hain hamari moon di..!! [:P]

Price paid for friendship

People might think im insane..
But ya im right..
I have paid price for ma friendship..
They say friendship is
all about accepting differences..
But still i suffered through this ordeal..


I just expressed ma friendship..
But she took in opposite way..
I just told u are ma friend..
But she told u arent ma friend..
I Just told i cared for u..
She told i care damn about it..


I feel sometimes life has
totally been unfair to me..
Never ever understood ma feelings
for friendship..
But then i got used to it..
I jus left her for her
happiness..
I jus told her..
"let ma tears turn out to bring happiness for u"


Those words didnt mean
anything to her..
Rather I only suffered with it..
Those tiny droplets from ma eyes..
Bought no feelings in her heart..
I guess..I should just forget
her for her happiness..
But stil im not able to do
this sin..guess ill always with
this in ma heart..

Pacing slowly sad through a crowded street..
I found myself stuck in between..
all strange minded people..
feeling solemn..i went sat on a park bench..
thinking what to do..


But then seeing me tensed n nervous..
one guy came and sit next to me..
Tall..dark..n smiled at me..
Asked why was i so sad?
I answered nothing was like that..


I just told i found myself lost
in between all the things in life..
He told..Believe in your instincts..
believe in yourself..
N mostly be yourself..
You will feel you are not alone in this world..


I found a transition in myself..
He became my really good friend..
A person of Selfless friendship..
Heart as a mirror..
His mind being an open book to read..


Lucky to have a such a good friend like u..
Unexpressable with words..
I only wish u get all the happiness..
n success in this world..
A prayer from the heart..

Jaane kahan se aaya tha..
Dil main itna pyaar barke..
Chehre pe sukoon..
Hasi main shararat..

Main yahi sochti thi..
Koi itna acha kaise ho sakta hain..
Chidatha itna hain khi..
Koi bhi gussa ho jaye..
par manana aisa aatha hain..
khi koi bhi usne pyaar kar jaye..

Hasatha itna hain khi..
Duniya ke saare khushiyan nazar aaye..
Aapke jaise bhai mil jaye..
Dua mil jaye us behan kho..

Life ke har mod pe..
kayi log mil jaate hain..
Sirf un me se Kuch hi dil
jeetathe hain..
Aap un main se ek ho..

Mere Dil se sirf yahi dua
nikalti hain..
Life main saari khushiyan
mil jaye..
Life ke har padav par..
Jeet mil jaye..