Moody Blues and Lavender Dreams- Ch-2-A Look behind

Ch2-A Look Behind

Life can be surely nice to you at times. . That all the happiness you felt that time could even make you feel you haven't felt anything like that in last many days, I thought as my eyes drifted between the cars outside and his smiling face with twinkling eyes looking at the same time I look at him. .

He: So when is your interview?**smiling**
Me: ah !! **Dreaming** Uhm!! Hmm!! **I was seriously dreaming and staring so awkwardly at his cute face**
He: Yaa?? **wondering**
Me: Oh bloody hell!! **as i watched the time :/** I'm gonna be late for my interview. . its 8 o'clock already :O . . i got to reach there by 10 :/
He: Hey chill chill. . Hum hain toh kya ghum hain :P Ill get you to the office soon :P
Me: huh? **Blushing and looking down** yeah right :">
He: So What are your plans after the interview?
Me: Well. . . Hmm. . **dreaming about going out with him, but somehow blocks the thoughts :/** Nothing. . Got to go and get few books to read. . its been long since i read one good book!!
He: Oh Cool !! Then we can out together !! ;)
Me: AH! No no! i can manage alone!! **blushing. . how come he read my thoughts**
He: Why? Feeling awkward to go out with me just because our relationship status has changed? :-?
Me: Oh ! No ! Not at all ! I'm just scared. .
He: Scared??
Me: I'm just scared thinking this is a dream. . I hope it doesn't break off when i wake up. . **I was feeling a lump in my throat**

He slowed the car and parked to side of a road. .
He caught my face with his both hands and was looking with his anxious eyes. .
Only when he wiped my cheeks with his thumbs i realised i was crying. .

He: Hey what happened poorvi?
Me: Nothing yaar. . just because i happened to go through all that heartbreak before. . I lost belief in my life. .and anything good that comes through it. . i'm just being a big pessimistic girl. . **trying to look somewhere else**
He: Hey hey. .please yaar. .No, you are not being pessimistic. . I can understand what you have went through in those years. . I can even feel the pain you went through. . But i promise you. . I won't let that happen with you again. .

I just kept smiling and thanking my fate for allowing me to enjoy this sweet moment. .

He: Now come on! Wipe your tears. . You wouldn't let your future boss to think your boyfriend made to cry right?? **winking** And you look so awful when you cry!!
Me: hawwww **took my hand to hit him but he caught and kissed it . . and came near to kiss me. . he came closer and closer. . i was starting to get conscious. . But he just pecked on my forehead**
He: **Winking** If you are already out of blushing and all. .can we leave??
Me: **Getting conscious** Ya ya. . Come on! leave now. . or else i will get late. . **HUH!!!**
With a huge smile. . he started the car and we left. .

As the car was heading to one of my destinations. .
My thoughts drifted to my past life. . 5 years back!!
I just keep wondering. . How my life has carried me through the most dreadful problems to this wonderful life of mine. . at some point I'm not able to believe whether this is true. . or it is just one of my wild dreams. . This is only because you went through the worst of the heartbreaks. . you start disbelieving guys and even anything good that comes in your life. .

I still remember that one cold night. . When I was waiting for his call. . because he didn't call me the whole day. . i was worried. . when i tried calling. . he didn't pick up. . I got frustrated. .
At the end i called up to his landline number. . He picked up. .

He: Hm ? Hello ? **talked in the most indifferent cold voice**
Me: Aditya. . thank god you picked up. . Donno from when i'm trying your mobile. . Where are you now?
He: Poorvi listen. . I'm right now not in the mood to talk with you. . i'll call you later. .bye!
Me: Hey Hey wait. . What happened?? Anything serious??
He: Didn't I tell you. . i'll talk to you later. . can't you understand what i'm telling?
Me: Ah ! You don't have to sound rude. . I just called you because i was tensed. . Well you won't understand how much tensed i get. . you just need me as your stressbuster. . Now Bye! Huh! Do whatever you want to do!!

BEEP BEEP BEEP!!
I cut the call :/
Now what the hell was problem with him. .i thought!

After 10mins!
My mobile beeped with a msg. .
Phew! it was from him. . I checked out. .
it said. . "I never thought you'll act in such a kiddish way. . You can never be my life partner. . You don't even deserve a bit of love from my side. . I break off with you now!!"
Haw ! What the hell is happening. .
I called him the next second. .
Me: Now what's this you sent me!
He: Can't you understand english?! Ya, I break off with you and now get over with it . .
Me: But i love you. . You can just force your decision upon me! I want to know the reason behind this. .
He: You aint fit for me. . Now get over with it. . Bye !

BEEP BEEP BEEP!!
It just happened so fast. . I didn't have the time to react ! Not even a second !
His last words kept clinging to my mind!

His piercing words made me wince and i shut my eyes as to take away the thought from my mind. .

Pritvi saw me suddenly. .
I just looked at him and smiled. . He returned back the smile. .
But anyways I was happy. . I somehow regained back everything i lost at one point of my life. .

Then suddenly the car stopped!

I looked out. . I reached the office. . It was 9.30 a.m. He reached me in correct time. .
Me: Thanks yaar. . Atleast you reached me in time!
He: Oye! Thanks is not enough. . I want something other than that. . **Winking**
Me: HUH!! **Looking confused**
He: Dogi na ??? **coming closer**

Now i was seriously getting all red with blush. . He came near and kissed on my cheek and whispered on my ears "Good luck" and winked when he leaned back. .

I was still enjoying the kiss with my eyes closed. . Then i realised i was getting late :/
I opened the door and was getting all my bags and files. .
When i got down. .He caught my hand . .
I was like leave leave. . He was like One more one more! **Talks through expressions**

I somehow made him leave my hands and ran inside. .
While i was heading inside i turned to see him waiting for me to go inside. . He put his hand outside. . made a thumps up sign and waved and left the office. .

I came inside the office with a full smile on my face. .
"This is surely a good day" i thought !
And went straight to my interview venue!