The light of hope

Walking miles away from myself
I found myself in the woods
full of darkness.
No one with me,
just those crickets and beetles
as a true companion.
Wondering what to do
I walked and walked without hope.
The darkness around me
was absorbing me into it.
I felt my foot crushing dry leaves
and,
twigs were pricking into my barefoot.
I couldnt stay there for a while
but walk as far as i can reach.
I felt someone would surely
help me out of this.
But then, i found a ray of
light miles away from me.
I felt hope rising within me
and i walked towards it.
Without knowing where would it reach me.
But i was sure,
that light of hope
would surely
bring me out of this darkness.

life of rainbows..

life of rainbows..
but without any colours..
Expected alot from life..
but got disappointed..
I just asked for care..
but it brought me nothing..
Life is just unfair to me..
but i have to accept it..
I loved my life so much..
that i cant even complain for it..
I just wished for togetherness..
but it just only hurt me..
I had so much time..
but life didnt have a second for me..
My heart was, is and always waiting
for love..
but life had something else for me..
I cant believe my heart for it..
but i can only cry within inside..
My tears will be unseen..
but i'll wear an artificial smile
in my face..
As i have to live for those who care for me....!!

Being good

I thought of being good to others..
I tried to make them happy..
enjoyment was not felt by them,
I was called bad by everyone..
everyone made me feel ..
guilty for what i did..
I tried to explain and justify...
but they werent ready to hear..
if anyone else did the same..
they were questioned..
instead i was questioned..
even for what i didnt do..
I feel bad for myself..
and pity very much..
I know no one would be..
there to understand me..
but everyone do expect me..
to understand the,
Why? Am i so bad?
Is my words so hurting to others?
Those words which was..
not from heart..
rather a joke..
will anyone ever understand me
and my feelings ever..???

My broken heart...!!!

Every path in my life
took a good turn
But i regret on my decision
wht only me..??
I only asked for care and love
Everyone awarded me with blames
I had my anger within me
but it only harmed me
I feel lonely everyday
but no one was there with me
I held my hand forward
but i didnt feel any touch in my hand
My every dew of happiness
was followed by rain of sorrow
I fend myself lost in
midst of vacuum
No air to breathe, I feel choked all the time
I cry for help, but
no voice from other side
Walking all alone through
the woods of sorrow,
I find my happiness
dried and dead like the autumn leaves
Im still waiting for
the spring
,that first flower which would
hopefully bring my happiness back,
With the pieces of my broken heart in my hand....!!